5:30 am at our house

at least they are happy to see each other at this hour.

we are some where between not wanting to let Callum to “cry it out” when he wakes hour after hour in the middle of the night, and having no physical capacity to rock or nurse him any more…and letting him cry it out. i mean….i’m crying. why can’t he? last night was ridiculous on all sleep fronts and woke to hearing an intense and loud discussion about ninjago. at least they are teaching him something? and they might be part of the solution for this sleep situation. and i remember going through this with both boys between 5-6 months and i think the solution was food. please let it be food. callum had his first bite of mango yesterday.

also, this seems like yesterday…baby Lyle.