i’m up early. real early. enjoying a little Jesus time. and coffee time. and feel like i’m hiding from my kids. b/c if they know i am up….they will surely want to join me. ben just woke up and started wandering down the hall “mommy what are you doing? is it wake up time?” and i went running to him trying to act natural. “there’s nothing in the kitchen, nothing to see here….back to bed. the sun is still sleeping.” “why are you dressed?” “i was just cold…”

don’t tell them.